For so many of us, when we lose a job, a relationship, a possession, or a way of life, we focus on what has been taken away rather than what might be waiting to emerge.

Loss asks us to let go. It takes us through grief, uncertainty, and moments where we question who we are.

But sometimes the hardest thing we lose is not something we owned.

It is the identity we built around it.

The roles we take on throughout life become woven into how we see ourselves. We become the mother, the professional, the partner, the carer, the one who holds everything together.

And when those roles change, it can feel as though the ground beneath us has disappeared.

Who am I now?

I have experienced many transitions throughout my life. Becoming a mother changed me completely. Suddenly life was no longer ordered or predictable. There were early mornings, late nights, and a whole new world where I had to learn to flow rather than control. My identity shifted.

Later, leaving my job to build my own therapeutic business brought another transition. I was stepping away from the certainty of what I knew and into something I had to create myself.

I experienced the loss of a marriage, and the loss of people I loved too, and each loss brought change.

I was asked to grow in my business, losing the loss of another identity, and each time being asked to look within and discover who I was, not my role. Each time letting go.

But looking back, I realise the greatest transition was not losing the roles themselves. It was discovering who I was underneath them.

Many of us spend our lives developing roles that help us belong, succeed, and feel safe. These roles are not wrong. They often helped us survive. The pleaser, the perfectionist, the one who keeps everything together.  All of these parts of us have a purpose. But we spend so much time grieving we can forget to see what we are gaining.

But sometimes the very roles that protect us can also hide us from ourselves. They keep us stuck and lacking what we seek most.

The self underneath all those roles is the place we return to. The place where our wisdom, values, creativity, and direction live.

When we know our ‘self,’ transitions are still difficult, but they do not completely take us away from ourselves.

Because when everything around us changes, we still have somewhere to come home to.

The self underneath all those roles is the place we return to. The place where our wisdom, values, creativity, and direction live.

When we know ourselves, transitions are still difficult, but they do not completely take us away from ourselves.

Because when everything around us changes, we still have somewhere to come home to.

When we have a strong connection to our self, transitions, although painful, become something we can navigate. We may lose a role, an identity, or a chapter of our life, but we still have an inner place to return to, a sense of who we are beneath it all.

But when we have lost connection with our self, every transition can feel like losing the ground from under us. Without that inner anchor, we can find ourselves searching outside for answers, looking for the next role, the next person, or the next achievement to tell us who we are. To validate that we are good enough.

We become consumed by what we have lost because we cannot yet see what is waiting to be found.

What we find under all the roles is magic.. joy, peace, wisdom and contentment and we discover our inner beauty.

I love these moments together. Until next time.

Sharon x

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Written by Sharon Flower – founder of Love on the inside